Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Last pathology report came in at about 6pm. Doctors are now 100% sure it is HCC. Scary enough there was a worse option. So now since they are sure what we are working against here, the battle begins. Sy needs to be completely hydrated before each chemo session so it didn't look like he was gonna get started till after midnight. With a long night ahead of him he was able to rest most of the day. I cannot imagine what Sy is thinking or feeling. Our family is so scared. The amount of feelings and different emotions one person can feel in a matter of 5 days is outrageous! My brother Matt has been amazing through this, holding it together in front of Sy to keep him from being scared. My dad referred to Sy as MR 5% today, I think it is fitting, because that's exactly what he is, he will be in the 5%, he will get better and be even stronger when this is all over.
at 5:55 AM